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My name is Natasha Blackthorne and I write erotic historical romance. Today I'd like to share some excerpts from my series Carte Blanche that is published with Total-e-Bound Publishing. The Carte Blanche series contains stories about powerful gentlemen and their seductive mistresses. It focuses on unconventional relationships with fairy tale endings playing out against the dramatic settings of New York City and Philadelphia in the early years of the Republic.
Grey’s Lady is the story of a wealthy New York merchant prince, Grey Sexton, who falls for a poor but beautiful young seductress, Beth McConnell. Yet, for all their social and economic differences, at their most basic level, Beth and Grey are very similar. This is a story that explores how these similarities threaten to tear them apart before love can overcome the fear of being vulnerable.
The focus of Grey’s Lady is on the immediate interaction between two wounded and self-protective people who feel an overpowering attraction to each other but who do not want to admit it to themselves or the other. Beth and Grey have unique insight into the experiences of each other and can offer each other understanding and sympathy that others could not. Yet past experience works against them. Both are conditioned to fear emotional exposure and to deny their own need for love. They both use sex to gain temporary, conditional intimacy while keeping their true selves distant from their lovers.
When they meet and come together, they find they can no longer be in control. The feelings they have control them and this is a new and scary experience for them both. It’s a secret affair. Even if it wasn’t, being as self-protective as they are, neither of them has a confidant. They have to go through this new experience alone yet together. However they are unable to completely trust each other.
I am sharing an excerpt from the first chapter.
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Reader Advisory: Grey's Lady is Erotic Romance and it contains graphic language and descriptions.
Excerpt from Grey's Lady, Carte Blanche Series Book One
Chapter One
Philadelphia, PA
Spring, 1812
Grey couldn’t keep his eyes off her. Philadelphian women were the cream of the Republic, but damn if this one didn’t exceed all previous definitions. Curling wisps of hair escaped from her indigo bonnet and trailed down her graceful neck. He’d never seen hair that colour—like champagne shimmering in the moonlight.
She looked up, giving him his first full sight of her face. Sky blue eyes, full of aching, longing…and something else. Abject sadness. Haunting.
Something caught in his chest. Something reminiscent of pleurisy. Well, it wasn’t surprising. Philadelphia air was notoriously insalubrious and the day was oppressively damp. He blinked, glancing away. Was he losing his wits? Haunting eyes? What romantic nonsense. If he didn’t know better, he’d think he was getting a fever.
He glanced at his pocket watch. God, time was crawling. He’d arranged this series of lectures to entice potential investors, and last week in Boston had been most profitable. However, today, Mason’s Bookstore was packed with adolescent boys who sat with their mouths agape listening to local captains recount tales of privateering glory. His own speech on how and why to invest in a voyage had been met with yawns and bobbing heads. What a waste of an afternoon.
Shifting in his seat, he sensed her gaze. Lingering. Burning him. Against his will, he turned back to her. Those eyes seemed to reach across the room, directly into him, to touch his emptiness.
What a fanciful notion. His wits must be addled.
She didn’t drop her gaze, as a modest woman might. Instead, she appraised him, boldly weighing and measuring. A hint of her tongue flirted along the seam of her pink lips. Her eyes smouldered as if she’d read his every erotic longing and fantasy in his face.
He shifted again, trying to adjust for the heated blood rushing into his cock. The corners of her mouth turned up and humour glinted in her eyes. Clearly, she found his interest amusing. She found him amusing.
By God, then, I’ll have her beneath me, writhing and begging me to fuck her.
Damned if he wouldn’t.
The fervour of his thoughts shocked him back to his senses. People were talking and laughing and moving around. The lecture was over. He got up to leave, but he found himself standing at the windows, transfixed by the rain sheeting down.
"My goodness." The breathy, feminine voice hit him low in his gut and he didn’t have to look to know who’d spoken. Something primal pounded through his blood. An urge to turn, grasp her by the back of her hair and kiss her with such brute force she would run.
Shaken, he took several long, deep breaths before he trusted himself enough to turn to her. He looked down to where her head barely met his shoulder and suddenly he was drowning in those azure eyes.
"It’s so hard, isn’t it?" she said in breathy, bedchamber tones.
"Pardon me, Madam?"
"The rain. It’s coming down so hard today. Buckets and buckets full." Her voice sounded sincere but her eyes glimmered with mirth.
"Yes, it is." He kept his tone cool, polite.
She stood so close his arm almost touched her breast. So close her tangy, sweet gardenia-like scent became intoxicating.
"Pardon me, Madam, but do you have some question about investing in a privateer venture?"
"Oh, no, they answered all my questions in the lecture."
"But how could they have? You came in after the part about investing."
"I didn’t really have any particular questions—I come to all the lectures here." She glanced at the chalk board on the opposite wall, where the names of the lecturers were posted. "You are Mr Asahel de Grijs Sexton of New York?"
"At your service."
"Your middle name means grey…like your eyes. Correct?"
"Yes. It’s Dutch." It had been his mother’s maiden name.
"And you’re here to invest in privateering voyages for the expected war?" She took hold of the curtain’s thick, gold, braided cord.
"I own some ships and take on investors. I also invest in other voyages. It’s a numbers game, for safety."
She gave a soft sigh… No, it was more like a moan. A lush, bedroom sound that made his lower belly tighten.
"Well, I was wondering…" She caressed her fingers up and down the braided cord in a way that could only be described as suggestive. Sinfully so. Right here in the book store.
A tide of lust like he had never felt before swept through his blood and stiffened his cock.
"I—I was wondering…" She trailed her fingers one last time before she dropped the cord. A half-smile curved her lips.
"Yes, Madam?" The steadiness of his voice amazed him.
"Could you—" She drew her lashes down as she spread her lips in a slow, sensual smile. "Would you be so kind as to give me a ride in your carriage?"
Her inflection left no doubt what kind of ride she meant.
What true gentleman could disappoint a lady? He offered her his arm. "Come, then."
She raised fine, pale-gold brows. "I cannot be seen leaving here in your company."
"Then what?"
"Drive around the block and wait there. I shall come along presently."
"It’s raining like the flood. You cannot walk in that."
"Do you think I shall melt?" Her deep and throaty laugh resonated deep in his balls.
"I think a gentleman doesn’t expect a lady to walk in the rain."
She laughed again. "Oh, but I am not a lady."
"Don’t talk like that." His harsh tone puzzled him. Where had it come from?
"Did my fine silk gown fool you?" She plucked her coarse woollen skirt. Her fingerless nankeen gloves revealed digits reddened as though they habitually spent hours soaked in lye. The sharp contrast with her refined loveliness made his throat burn and he swallowed tightly.
She sighed. He glanced up. Her eyes were sad again and her emotion seemed to touch him in places he’d forgotten had existed. Damn, she was beautiful. How many times had he repeated that today? God, he was making a jackass of himself. But what did she really want from him? She was bold, yes, but she lacked the hardened look of a girl on the town. Maybe poverty had forced her into temporary whoring.
"You need money?" The hoarse terseness of his whisper surprised him.
"I don’t want your money." She turned her gaze to him. Bold, blue and full of unmistakable longing. "I only want a ride."
* * * *
Alone with her in the carriage, Grey took her hand and caressed it. Her fingers grated roughly against his. The burning sensation returned to his throat, making him cough. Her eyes were full of that earlier sadness. And longing. Compassion and sympathy flooded him, rendering him incapable of thinking clearly. Making him aware of his own sadness, the emptiness that had been with him so long he’d forgotten it was even there. It was getting to be unnerving. As if there was a cord attached to his innards that she could yank at will.
What the devil was he getting into here?
He kept his life orderly. Free of emotional entanglements and excess. He certainly never spent time indulging his more maudlin emotions. And yet, right now, the combination of sympathy and sexuality was overpowering. Irresistibly seductive.
Maybe he was turning sick. Maybe he was lying in bed right now, delirious with fever.
He squeezed her hand. "What is your name?"
"Beth."
He exhaled her name, cupping her face and rubbing his thumbs over the hollows beneath her cheekbones. The sensation was pure luxury, the texture of her skin like satin cream.
She closed her eyes, lifted her face. Barely aware he moved still closer, he felt her soft mouth under his with a sense of shock. She moaned and opened her mouth, all hot, wet and spicy-sweet, like mulled cider against his tongue.
He moved his hands down her back against the coarse wool of her bodice, pulling her closer. The folds of his cravat rustled, crisply crushing. She cried out. Damn—his cravat pin. He leaned away, stripped his coat off, plucked out the offending pin and came back to her. She laughed and tugged at his cravat until it came loose. Her grip tight on the two loose ends, she pulled him close to her face and held him in place.
Her taste was so intoxicating. He ravished her mouth without mercy. She returned his strokes measure for measure until they were forced to stop and pant for breath. Fuck, she was so intense. So willing and wanton and womanly. Her fire consumed him. Part of him—the gentlemanly part—watched appalled as he hooked his fingers around the damp hem of her coarse woollen skirt and pushed it up in one swift motion, baring her to the waist. She gasped, then laughed again.
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